Released: 2009

Features: MGMT, Ratatat

Kid Cudi’s joint “Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare),” with MGMT and Ratatat on the assist, is a raw dive into the search for fulfillment. Cudi draws up the picture of a young soul navigating through existential twists and the haze of hedonism, hunting for what’s real—happiness. It’s not just a track; it’s a sonic journal of late-night self-reflection and the internal conflicts that chase us when the party fades.

The opener, “Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit,” sets the scene with a ritual of indulgence. Cudi’s feeling good, he’s lit, cruising through the summer night—it’s that vibe of carefree living. Yet lurking beneath is a drizzle of recklessness; he’s drunk driving and wildin’ out with no thoughts of the rearview. It’s that Midwest roll, the escapism of hitting the gas on life to snatch those dreams before dawn.

The hook, “I’m on the pursuit of happiness, and I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold,” is Cudi’s manifesto. He’s in the fast lane chasing what feels good, all while knowing that not everything that glitters is solid. Real talk—he acknowledges the facade of the high life. He’s aware that all the flashing lights and allure may not lead to actual contentment, but he’s determined to find that true happiness. The “I’ll be good” repetition? That’s Cudi reassuring himself and us that once he grabs hold of that elusive joy, he’ll be straight.

Kid Cudi Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare)

Then Cudi flips the script, hitting us with some deep cuts about the nightmares that fog up his mind. He’s questioning those who don’t know about dreaming big, or the terrors that haunt you in the dead of night—insomnia’s cold grip, sweating out fears and staring into the dark abyss of the sky. The whole stanza is a stark contrast to the first: it’s about the weight of tomorrow’s struggles over today’s fleeting pleasures.

By the second hook, the repetition feels different. It’s heavier. It’s like Cudi’s reminding himself to stay the course despite the heavy baggage he’s carrying. This journey ain’t all sunshine and roses. This pursuit of happiness is littered with trials, but Cudi’s resolve is titanium—he’ll be fine once he clinches that peace.

As the track winds down, the vibe swerves. Now we’re in a spiraling room where the aftereffects of Cudi’s buzz are no longer euphoric. It’s a gut punch of reality. The “Oh… oh man, oh, ugh” is the come down, the regret, the physical toll of searching for bliss in bottles and smoke. Cudi’s realization is stark: “Why’d I drink so much and smoke so much, Oh.” It’s that moment of clarity when the sun’s coming up and last night’s mask slips off to reveal the raw truth of the chase.

“Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare)” is more than a track; it’s a narrative of the highs and lows in the quest for what’s real. Kid Cudi delivers a powerful meditation on the hedonistic treadmill—the joy ride and the jarring halt. It’s a glimpse into the soul of a man wrestling with demons and desires, a resonant anthem for anyone who’s ever chased thrills seeking fulfillment, only to find that the purest gold doesn’t always shine under the club lights.